Noodles first day at Preschool...
Arrrrrgh!
So I'm writing this little post as a way to vent my stress getting ready for the little one to go to her first day at preschool.
MC found a job and we needed to enroll Noodles immediately.
Good thing we have a nearby Learning Center that was available.
I was pretty stressed out all weekend thinking about the issues we'll have to deal with while sending the little girl away (pretty much for 10 hours a day) into the hands of "other" people.
It's truly a scary thought when you've had the luxury of having a wife at home all day to care after her before.
In times of need, your family is the one to count on.
This was an example that wasn't short of that belief.
Although I had some early problems dealing with my anger & lashed out in many unwarranted ways. I think the 2 breadwinners in our house have gathered their prides, threw them down and realized that working on raising a functioning, healthy (physical & mental) human being was more important than "how we felt"...
<this might apply a lot more to me than MC...after all, I'm the one with a bottomless pit of psychological & physical ailments that seem to need constant tending to>
Marriage is hard in and of itself...
slide a child into the mix?...and it doesn't get easier...
it's almost like an acid trip....
whatever emotional state you are in at that moment is just heightened 10 fold by the drug known as child.
sometimes you just get caught up in a single thought that draws itself out to a whole ordeal that was completely uncalled for.....
hence, my life up until the age of 33....
Children really force you to reevaluate what you want from life...
where you plan for yourself to be...
it forcibly rearranges your priorities....
some for the better, others for the best....
Well, today MC dropped her off and so far I heard most went well...
I think that the first day is still new, she gets to experience a ton of new things, so it's harder on the parents than the children...
tomorrow (the first day "I" drop her off is gonna be the doozy)...
wish me luck...and let's hope I can start to rid myself of this awful feeling that I'm abandoning my child into the hands of some lady who I don't know....
........I was gonna write about my trip to London, the jet lag I found and other randoms...but I guess that'll be saved to update the front page of my site....(which I'm sure I'm behind quite a bit....)
pictures will be updated by end of this week also.....
til tomorrow....be on the lookout for.....CUPID.
free,d
So I'm writing this little post as a way to vent my stress getting ready for the little one to go to her first day at preschool.
MC found a job and we needed to enroll Noodles immediately.
Good thing we have a nearby Learning Center that was available.
I was pretty stressed out all weekend thinking about the issues we'll have to deal with while sending the little girl away (pretty much for 10 hours a day) into the hands of "other" people.
It's truly a scary thought when you've had the luxury of having a wife at home all day to care after her before.
In times of need, your family is the one to count on.
This was an example that wasn't short of that belief.
Although I had some early problems dealing with my anger & lashed out in many unwarranted ways. I think the 2 breadwinners in our house have gathered their prides, threw them down and realized that working on raising a functioning, healthy (physical & mental) human being was more important than "how we felt"...
<this might apply a lot more to me than MC...after all, I'm the one with a bottomless pit of psychological & physical ailments that seem to need constant tending to>
Marriage is hard in and of itself...
slide a child into the mix?...and it doesn't get easier...
it's almost like an acid trip....
whatever emotional state you are in at that moment is just heightened 10 fold by the drug known as child.
sometimes you just get caught up in a single thought that draws itself out to a whole ordeal that was completely uncalled for.....
hence, my life up until the age of 33....
Children really force you to reevaluate what you want from life...
where you plan for yourself to be...
it forcibly rearranges your priorities....
some for the better, others for the best....
Well, today MC dropped her off and so far I heard most went well...
I think that the first day is still new, she gets to experience a ton of new things, so it's harder on the parents than the children...
tomorrow (the first day "I" drop her off is gonna be the doozy)...
wish me luck...and let's hope I can start to rid myself of this awful feeling that I'm abandoning my child into the hands of some lady who I don't know....
........I was gonna write about my trip to London, the jet lag I found and other randoms...but I guess that'll be saved to update the front page of my site....(which I'm sure I'm behind quite a bit....)
pictures will be updated by end of this week also.....
til tomorrow....be on the lookout for.....CUPID.
free,d
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